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pictures are not all up there .. im sorry i didnt have everyones picture ..
anyways here goes my random paragraphs to all the important people in my life ..
as of right now ..
there is no specific order ..
so dont yell at me okay ..
im not positive if ill finish this right now ..
but its worth a try ..
i know that we've all been going through alot. but im really trying to stay strong. i dont know what else to do except be there by your side and make sure you have everything you need. i know i may not seem as if im the greatest but im trying. im sorry for making you worry at times or making you mad. im sorry if i yell at you. its just sometimes i get to fed up with everything. sometimes i just get so overwhelmed. i know that these next few days / months are going to be hard but im going to stay strong for your sake. i love you with everything i have whether you think it or not i do. i dont know what i would do if i were to loose you. i still need you in my life. seventeen isnt old enough to be independant .. at times yea i think i can do it but i cant .. i need you .. i need you to see me grow up .. i need you to see me succeed .. see my graduate .. see me get married .. see your grandchildren .. i need you to be there for me when i need advice on what to do when my kid gets a fever .. when they start teething .. etc etc .. i need you to guide me throughout my life .. i need you in general .. i want you to be with me on my wedding day .. fixing my hair / makeup / giving me advice .. it puts me in tears every night knowing that there may be a chance you might not .. i cant lose you .. i need you .. i love you .. thank you for everything you've done and give me .. thank you for being the best in the whole universe. thank you for always protecting me .. thank you for all the talks and advice .. thank you for being there .. and now its my turn to take care of you .. im sorry for every mistake ive made .. im sorry for hurting you .. im sorry for yelling at you .. im sorry for throwing my fits .. but thank you for forgiving me .. thank you for everything
sweet tart i've known your quite a while now and im glad we got to know each other. i want you to know that your a very important person in my life and i dont know what i'd do without you. we've been through many obstacles throughout our lives but we've both made it. i never thought we'd ever end up this way but im happy that we did. i admit at first i thought it would be just a fling. but ever since then my feelings for you have grown stronger than ever. your more than just my other half. your one of my best friends. i know lately we've been through alot. i mean as us wise. but im glad that its all over and were happier than ever. well atleast i am. im glad that you didnt give up on us. im glad that you stuck by myside during these past few weeks / months. all in all i wanna say thank you for everything you've done & given me. your more than i could ever ask for. i love you and you know it. now that your gone for a week and i cant talk to you or anything .. ive realized how much you mean to me .. how much your a big part of my life.. how much time you are in my life .. i miss you so much and i cant wait til that day you come back ..
your one very close person to me. i never thought we'd ever be this close but we did. your truly my best friend. i know that i can come to you no matter what. so dont worry about that loser. i seriously dont know what id do without you. you've been there for me from the good times to the bad. you been there for me to give me advice ( whether you know what to say or not .. you still try your best ) .. thank you for making sure im okay .. and worrying about me when you know things are at their greatest. i know its hard to see me the way that i get when things get tough. but i cant help it anymore. i admit. its hard. but someway somehow ill have to learn to cope with things cause its life. thats just the way god planned it to be. thank you for everything you've done for me these past few weeks / months. you know that im here for you too. we both know boys are idiots and thats just the way they'll always be. oh well .. were attracted to their idiotic ways. one day he'll learn though. like the love of my life. he's learned to change for the better. hes perfect for me now =D but yeah mister stupid will get over being so stubborn and will apologize i hope. if not lets go beat his ass alright. deal ? but yeah i want you to know i love you like a sister. even though i have one. but believe me i appreciate you being apart of my life. i love you sooooooo much loser you dont even know. but yeah we'll grow old together and have that white permed hair ( typical asian ladies =D ) and drive 15 mph on the streets and all wrinkly ( ewwww ) . you gotta admit its gonna be great though !
thank for everything. thanks for being there for me when i needed you. i know we arent as close anymore but i know your still there for me. we've both been busy with everything but im still here tooo. i told you to just call me if anything. anyways make sure you call me for the baby shower ! and oh yea i told you to call me when you wanna go shopping. i heard you were working alot this week tho. stop it. its not good for you bum. but yeah cant wait to chill again. and cant wait to seeeee the baby ! hope he gets back sooon ! but yeah remember im still your little sister. thanks for all the talks & advice . i wouldnt have made it this far with her if it wasnt for you. but yeah love you like a sister too !
you and i have known each other for 3 years tooo. thanks to xanga and aim ha. oh yea cant forget about being at lane tech tooo lol. but yeah like ive said before. i never would of thought we'd ever be this close. i know that lately we havent been chilling nor talking much. but i want you to know that im still here by your side if you ever need anything. and thanks again for being there for me through everything ive been through. dont worry about that stupid girl. shes a dumbass to pass up something like you. eventually she'll realize what she lost. dont worry though theres millions of other girls out there that'd love to go out with you. your kind at heart and im glad i have a friend like you. FYI you are also one of my best friends. and i know for sure you know that by now. thanks for trying your hardest to make me smile whenever im down and making sure im not hurt by anyone or anything. i feel as if your the brother ive never had. seriously. im glad that you've become apart of my life. i can seriously see you in my future growing old with me and the other best friend ofcourse JPBLMY !
dorkelle. im glad that we got closer this year. ctc was great. but im glad its over. but im already missing all of you girls. when i first saw you & your sister i couldnt tell you guys apart. but ofcourse ima expert at it now lol. but yeah. anyways. thanks for everything too. thanks for always being there for me. you know i la la la la la labbb you too. make sure mister eeeeeeeeephram treats you right or else ima come to his house and steal his doggie lol. but yeah you know im always here for you tooo. i hate seeing you sad or when your crying ! so never do it around me lol. jk jk.. but yeah you guys did great yesterday remember " everyones a winner ! " you dont need a trophy or medal to prove anything =D you guys did great and thats all that matters.
the other one. lol. just kidding i could always tell you two apart. well maybe not at the beginning all that much. but i remembered cause i had you in my second period and i saw your sister later on n you guys wore different things lol. ima loser but it worked. but now ima expert at it haha. well yeah along with everyone else. you know im here for you too. im glad we got to talk more this year. its been great ha. but yeah that little loser better treat you right. you know i hate to see you cry. i swear ... if he doesnt we'll go kick his ass okay ? but yeah keep your head up .. cause you know your beautiful and any guy would be lucky to go out with you. hes stupid if he passes you up again. guys are idiots .. throw rocks at them .. noooo .. throw your shoes at them =D
stupid. we havent talked in the longest time. but im still alive lol. how are things with you ? we've known each other for such a long time now. i cant even remember how long though. i want you to know that even though we arent as close as we used to be that im still here for you if anything and i hope you are too. i remember how we first really got close. was that stupid incident that you were gonna do something. i got a call that night saying you were missing and you were about to do something really stupid. it put me in tears loosing you as a friend. but that incident got us closer. and im glad that it did. i can still truly say that i still care about you so stop with the stupid ass choices. i swear do it again ill kick your as n run you over with my car. stupid those grades better be up tooo. mudder pucker .. i hate how i talk to you after such a long time and you tell me some stupid ass new about you being in trouble again .. you make me sooooooo angry .. retard .. stop it though okay ? i dont wanna see you on america's most wanted loser .. but yea thanks for everything .. and im still here if you need me .. treat them girls right ! cause you know all you guys are idiots ha juss keeeeding not =D
ading * yeah wouldnt think you'd be on here huh ? thought i forgot about you ! not ! punk i would never. anyways your on spring break and gone. miss me i know haha. joking. but yeah thanks for everything. all the advice you've given me means alot. thanks for being there for me to talk to when i need someone. i still owe you that date of ours. hey its getting warm out ! that means chillage ? girls day out ? yeah ? anyways .. thanks for praying for the family & i .. i love you and you know it .. or you better know it ! but yeah when you get back hit the cell and ill be ready for anything !!!!
short one just kidding haha. i feel so tall next to you. just keeding. anyways its been nice knowing you. thanks for all the advice and talks before division ha. but yeah you know im here for you too if anything. and stop crying so much. you and your bf are always okay. you guys love each other tooo much to give up on one another. so stop worrying over him. you see him sooo much tooo. so stop it already ha. i wish i could see my bf everyday ha. but yeah loser you know you la la la lab me =D see you tomorrow !
i remeber when you were joking about what your name stood for and i believed you ha. last year was when we really started talking. memories of all our triple dates. me you & jess n the bfs haha. but yeah. we should do it again some day ! just for fun no need for a bithday .. we'll just make one up haha . but yeah i hope everythings going good for you and you know who haha. i cant ruin this with the names haha. but yeah . see you around just hit the cell and we'll plan a date alrghts.
whether your someone close to me or someone i just met. thank you for all the support and love you've all given me. thank you for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to. thank you for wiping the tears away from my eyes when there would be tears. thank you for all the hugs and kisses. i love each and every one of you so dont take it personally if your not in here. it doesnt mean anything. these were the people who just came at the top of my head. but there are so many more people who mean alot to me. i love each and every one of you
im sorry if you dont think your on here. but im just kinda tired right now. more will be added shortly so be patient alrights.
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| happy belated valentines day ! wonderful day with michael my love. everything was just perfect. just to let all of you that still come here and read this. i love this boy and hes more than i could ever ask for. and btw to update you guys on my mom. shes going through treatments right now and is also going through chemotherapy. please pray for her. also prayers go out to those who are struggling with any kind of sickness. i know its hard but its just another obstacle you have to go through in life. thank you for everyone whos been there for me these past few weeks / month. im glad i have friends like you guys. i dont know where id be without em. especially to michael. thank you for sticking there by my side through everything. i know we've been going through alot. but i want you to know. that i love you and wouldnt wanna picture my life without you. your my love and i love you.
- 14th happy belated birthday jan !
- 19th jakes birthday
- 24th mommys birthday
- 28th lolos birthday & tito bens 40 days
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